Army food rations are my current addiction.

Esp the noodles..! they are extremely tasty!

so gimme gimme gimme more.

heh. i know. strange addiction to have.. but i LOVE it.

:/ i think my diet these days screams unhealthy!!
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oh wells

i feel like i have a million and one things to say but to who? i have no idea.

i think i need a hotline.
my room is in a big mess (and thats very unlikely of me), my emotions are everywhere, my relatives thinks i'm a money sucking kid, my mum says i have an evil heart, my eyes are puffy and my confidence level is going down down down.

So many things gone wrong but i thank God i still have Him.
Without Him, i'll probably be a victim at the brink of depression.
and I'm holding on because i know that there is a higher call and a greater purpose for my existance than just me myself and I.

Indeed He is bigger than all my "issues".
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But sometimes you still need a physical being that you can run to..

Someone i can call in the middle of the night when things go wrong, Someone not superficial and Someone who simply listens sincerely and not preach back at me what i already know..
isnt it so?
Or maybe i should just learn to open my golden mouth.
but chances are that i'll end up keeping it to myself again.
I seriously dont understand myself
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and Dont get me wrong.

i'm not complaining and i'm not saying i'm falling.

What i need is strong pillar i can lean back on.
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i think i'm stressed out.
OH WELLS.