Ho ho ho.

Guess what i did today. Heh.

Well, i was a RAFT INSTRUCTOR! haha How cool is that.

Stylo milo pom pi pi.

But i'm a little burnt and obviously a shade darker now..Heh. OH and my skin hurts!

SO boo to that. (:

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And so It wasnt an easy crowd to control cos its Northlight Secondary..

I have kids crying non-stop as they step into the sea, a handful of over enthu boys that just cant sit still, some who just decides to do some disappearing act on me and another who simply jumped off the raft in the middle of the sea!!

but they're really really adorable.

They hold your hands, play with you and i hug some of them..its like aww..

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Anyhow. It was a great day.

made new friends again..(apparently alot of ppl think i'm only 18. so yes), learnt a new skill, my body hurts and i'm still feeling the waves. :/

haha

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okay. i'm waiting for Pearl now and maybe steph later..

Another camp on thursday! (:

i'm back from camp..

and so i wasnt really a group leader.. more like group Instructor!

you know like those sec 3 camps those kind of instructor?? haha

and i dont look a tad bit like an instructor pls. Most of them are tann, sporty looking.. and trust me, you can never figure out their age. haha i think i look the kiddiest even tho i'm one of the older ones. heh Sometimes i even get mistaken as one of the sec 1 students esp with my squeaky voice! Zzz.

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But thank God this was a good start for me and a pretty easy camp to handle cos we had all the student leaders to coordinate all the very naughty kids and some really "old bird" instructors around me.. So, i actually had time to speed learn how to do all the outdoor sports like rock climbing, abseiling, zip line....(just in case), tie ropes, save lives, bring the kids out to sea for water confidence and not forgetting, DRAGON BOATING!

yes. i actually stood at the front of the dragon boat giving commands. And the kids kept rocking the boat cos they simply enjoyed seeing me panick when i'm almost about to fall. haha.

Basically, i have to know it all and look professional.

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Oh and initially i was quite worried about the fitting in part.. but somehow i got along quite well with most of them. Esp with my malay buddy haha. He's 31! looks 28 but young at heart like 23. kinda like rudy that kind. and He's always irritating me, wrapping me with the hammock and beating me. heh but yeah he has taught me well.

Actually the camp isnt that fantastic. (coming from a camp committee's point of view, Generations' camps are alot more organised and we put more heart and soul into planning. haha) esp with the kids driving me mad sometimes.. its really the company that kept me going. i mean, when everyone hangs out and laugh together..its really nice. :) but other than the fact that they keep laughing at me too. Seriously. whats so funny about me. tsk tsk. haha happens everywhere i go. boo.

but yeah. i'm starting to miss everyone now. haha so strange.

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The best part was when all the kids come running to you, hugging you again and again, sticks to you..etc etc.. it was like aww.

What could be more satisfying than to know that they really appreciate you and all.

Seriously, if i had my weekends free i would gladly agree to stay on for the next few days and take on another school. :)

i think i'll consider this as part time. YAY! i mean really. although the pay isnt that good but i dont mind. and They asked if im interested and i said yes!! But i just may get ALOT darker if i keep doing it. haha.

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OH OH OH ya!! i taught my class how to play the "chikok chikok chikok, bang bang bang" game haha so lame.. apparently they liked it but they're not exactly very good at it haha. so yeah.

anyways! its nap time and i'll have to rush off for rehearsal later. Oh God Pls pls pls pls help me. ESP when my throat feels so dry from all that shouting..

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ahhhh I miss camp and everyone. (:

okay.. No pictures again. heh. burgers.

time to take a nap now.

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hooha

Hello.

I'll be gone for some last min camping trip to earn myself some extra cash.. :)

yay! $$$

But its strange how i'm feeling so nervous about this whole thing.

maybe i'm always doing the planning/execution and so on.. but now, as a "Group Leader"???

heh not sure if i'd make a good one tho. I'm not exactly the Rah rah sort you know. (as in REALLY!!!)
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and i dont know ANYONE there too. like ZERO. which means, i have to be rah rah with a whole bunch of people i dont know. Jiu wo.

oh wells, i guess its time to make new friends.. Which, i kinda forgot how.... OH dear.. Help.

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Anyways! Wish me "luck"!

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meanwhile, i'll drown myself in some Korean Drama.

makes me itch if i have to wait 3 days before i can catch the ending..

SO. 2 more dvds and i'm DONE!! (can't believe how i can actually sit there for hours, watching what seems so much like a "SLOW-MO" film with more crying than dialogues. -.-

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:)

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Okay i know.. my picture posts are very overdued la...

but no choice! i have no camera of my own! so i always have to wait for ppl to send me pictures.

Burgers.

anyways!

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I can never resist fondue!

makes me happy anytime, anyday.


No makeup! and ultra toilet-ness!

check out Jul's classic Expression and sabby's new hair do! haha Believe it or not, she did actually have that hairstyle errm bout 4 years back. HAHA!
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Countdown!

twentyfour.and dajie. :)

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KC!

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Lastly,

Peilian's birthday.

Alvin and i totally spoiled the picture.

haha we were laughing at junwen's butt and the camera snapped! tsk tsk.

Tushan was just distracted by my hideous laughter.

and i always knew i had a big mouth. hahaha. heh.

Oh thats the BIT people btw.

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It was yiling's (siao char bo's) birthday too..

but no pictures!

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Eh. i seriously wonder if anyone would come if i actually had a 21st birthday birthday celebration. :/

my friend's all said they would volunteer for guard duty that day... tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk. haha

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bye bye!

back to cooking. :)

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ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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must 2008 be a bad year too?
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its strange how the heart can actually feel "physically" painful when we're "crying" inside huh.
Oh God pls help me. Cos i really dont know how else..

you wouldnt believe this!!
my mum actually got me a new phone! YIPEE!!!
its ZERO dollars la.. but better than nothing!

at least i'm using a phone that actually belongs to me. :)

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OH OH! and my mum is also checking if she can claim an Ipod for me with that yearly allowance thingy that teachers get. :) :)

she already claimed a portable hard drive recently... so if its possible.. then i would have a FREE IPOD TOO! so exciting. :) :) :)

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good things come to those who waitttt...!

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O 'Salvation is here' last sunday was like WAY OVER MY RANGE and now my throat really hurts. burgers.
i hope it gets better cos i still have friday, sat, sun and the following following sun to do backup.

o wells.

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Random:

sentosa 5th dec 07.

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Sentosa 27th dec 07

Post Christmas gift xchange.

caught snacking on food again. heh

everybody!
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Camp camp camp.

Pictures courtesy of Kenneth, V Kwan, Pris and Fabian.

yeah, i like being audacious!

And..

Never before seen images from the Audacious committee.

Paul frank PJS!!

jul an i have the exact same paul frank towel, red shirt and pants. and we didnt plan on bringing it to camp together. really. :)


check out jason and rudy.

Classic toilet people. haha
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matthew mark luke long!!! haha
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and here's The audacious programmes proposal.

zhey.

oh pls.

who would come up with such a stupid email address!?

whoever you are.. come on.. get a life, do yourself a favour, and stop doing stupid lame stuff such as this.

u amuse me in such a sick way really.

Better not let me find out who you are.

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Oh and one more thing.

Yeah. talk about appropriate time and PLACE...

i've always thought that comments should be kept to yourself, confronted or explained to the person you are directing it to. and not post it online for ppl to read, even if its your prerogative to write whatever you want on your blogs or its simply just a general comment.

still..... How stumbling. isnt it so?

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Sorry .

I dont know why am i so frustrated about these things today.

it just really pisses me off.

maybe because its about people you care about.

UGH

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oh wells. no other comments.

Hello jul.

This is for you....

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Told you these pictures will come into good use! haha

anyways.

Farewell and goodbye for now. :(

dont think i can cry at the airport. but i'll miss you enough! (: (:

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OH! and Its okay if we dont have best friends tattoos or piercings. haha cos i got something else for you.

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Finally.

Psst. The shirt and the shorts all belonged to Sabby! we thought she was cool. so we dressed like her. haha seriously!! :)
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80s Rewind?? haha

Hello 2008.

Goodbye horrible 2007.

honestly, i dont even know why is it a bad year for me. 2007 kinda just went by and It just feels as if i've been slapped left right up down.

Been thru some tough times with loved ones, disappointments etc etc..(i shall not not go into it..) but all i hope for is a better 2008. and Hopefully, most of my baggages have been left behind!

So, my New Year's Resolution is to.... errm... Step on less banana skins? - whatever sense that made haha.

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ANYWAYS! i'm turning 21 this year. BURGERS! They say once you hit 20, whatever that comes after that happens really fast... so yeahh tell me about it.

And all soon to be 21 year olds should have a wish list. haha yeah right. (its inspired by jason chua! haha)

and here's mine..

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I would like a...

CAR. a car that belongs to the family at least.

Microdermabrasion on my face HAHA! then i can throw away all the liquid foundation

an eyebrow embroidery session. then i wouldnt have to worry if i get caught in the rain. and ppl would stop laughing. HEh.

an ipod classic. To replace my ancient, spoilt ipod mini.

a Digi camera. Sony one would be good. hoho. to cover my ka cheng.

a handphone that actually belongs to me. So i can return dajie his Handphone.

Nintendo DS, Wii or XBOX. okay. i dont really know how to play these things. but seems fun to own one. haha

a watch. i have no classy looking watch.

wallet. havent found a nice one that i like. have been using my mum's. HEH

LV bag/wallet. haha. eh i dont need it actually.

A diamond ring/necklace. haha. kidding i dont need this too.

bla bla..

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okay whatever i'm too bored now...

seems like i'm some really covetous, materialistic girl right haha i'm not okay. i just thought of it on the spot. or maybe just in case any kind soul wants to bless me. haha
and its on my wish list cos 1. everything seems unaffordable. 2. some almost unrealistic. :)

Actually i dont need any of these. its just some very nice to have.. heh. Okay but for some, i really need/want it. oh wells. i'll keep saving! haha

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and i have no idea where i'm getting at already. heh.

anyways better 2008. better 2008.