This how my room looks like ever since i... hmm was too lazy to keep it neat?

barely even have space to sleep on a queen sized bed....

and that is how my table looks like ever since Sarah left the company.

:(
At least time seems to pass alot faster when work is piling! :)

Seriously, i just cant stand MEAN ppl at work. I guess its all part and parcel of the whole package. But it was the last straw when this irritating woman started raising her voice at me today. It wasnt the first time..so i got super pissed and i scolded her. in a tactful way of course. haha. BOO!

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Oh and Nam finally passed me his camera so OBVIOUSLY i went snapping away..

and almost at every random thing.

So.. Say hello to this valley that i live in. Practically NO reception. or maybe M1 is just lousy.
actually i kinda like this place. Other than the fact that its so Cave-like and mosquito infested. Its still really nice.


and that swing is where i chill.stone.usetohangmyclothes. etc etc...
heh. okay..... Enough about the valley already.

talking nonsense cos i'm all moody. UGH!
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Results, Performance...why does it feel so much like an organisation?
Perception.. heh I dont think anyone knows where i'm coming from and my side of the story. so go ahead, make your own assumptions :(

oh wells. i guess its really all about RESULTS.

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I checked out the meaning of my name like many years back. And here's what i found:
Lavonne.

Inherent meaning: Warm and cheerful.

Spiritual meaning: Fruitful.

Fruitful.. oh really. i wonder how true is that.
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ANYWAYs. BINTAN. still waiting for Meng to send pictures. :D

i look really Minah now. like some super black and dirty looking village girl.
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Tuesday. Jul and i was suppose to go for Facial. But too bad. Sunburn. so we had it rescheduled.
I thought i was late. so i took a cab home to have dinner and another cab down to Far east to meet jul. Mannn, that hole in my pocket really hurts!
Then we set out on an adventure to look for desserts. I was craving for Fondue. (still craving).. so we walked here there and everywhere, crossed the road when the red man was up and found ourselves caught in the middle of a road junction. Finally sat down at Crystal Jade and then embarrassed ourselves by leaving the place without ordering anything. (jul even drank their tea!) And FINALLY we settled down at the BIG O at wheelock's place for some calamari and cakes.
Really SINFUL cakes. but realllyyy nice.

we had like an all chocolate cake (umm) and a chocolate durian cake (one of their must trys)
i'll be back for more.! :)

Then jul came over my house for a sleepover.

As usual, it was those last min :"eh, come my house stay la!",
"oh ya ah.. okok..(and then calls mum)"
:)

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Chit chatted, chit chatted. Slpt without bathing (gross i know) and off to work the next day. BOO!
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Guess what. i saw jul almost every other day. oh wait. in fact, i did meet her EVERYDAY ever since LAST FRIDAY.

intensive man. haha
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Today. Programs meeting. at Jason's place.
Teppanyaki dinner..lots of laughter..

and key phrase by matthew: " WE MUST HONOUR THEM"

hahaha. okay. inside joke.


So Camp is coming! I'm excited. and i hope you are tooo..
If you're going that is.

Jiu wo. its like the end of the year. :/ super fast.
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Oh wells. Okay. Goodnight world.

another long long day tmr.

I hope i get to meet DJ too.

seriously dont know how should i feel.

useful or dumped?
Maybe i should psycho myself. orrrr be like Shamgar-he did what he can, with what he had.
i guess i only have one choice.