I look like i have some 3rd degree burns or sth. its looking like some fish flakes on takopachi balls! JIU WO. its super patchy and ugly!
and i barely have anything to cover it up cos most of my wearable clothing are sleeveless.
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BOO! How long does it take for it to heal? :( So much for being so happy that its the first time i get red under the sun.
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And sand flies itching thingy pls GO AWAY.
cross my fingers that there will be NO scarring.
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burgers.
Thursday, September 27, 2007 @11:33 PM
Bubble blowing babies
Aww. say hello to Caleb. And he's my practice target to being one step closer into motherhood. (which is like 7years later. haha but no harm starting early! ) Every sat i get to feed him, try change his diapers (i'll stay out of it if he poo-ed haha) and entertain him while delia is preaching. Its quite fun actually. You know this whole pretend to be a Nanny thingy. haha and i guess the only reason why he allows me to babysit him is because he Always, i mean ALWAYS puke on me and of course i dont scream. :) or maybe i shook him too much. haha so okay. a pat on the back for myself. . i think this whole baby sitting thing is causing me to age alot. My cell members say i look old enough to be a married woman/ unwed mum! heh. okay i am old enough technically speaking but i really look so old meh. tsk tsk. maybe ppl should stop calling me Mummy, Granny and AUNTY. its the power of speech i tell you!! and carol, christine and delia was giving me some marriage and birth preperation crash course the other day. (i was freaked out but honestly its quite interesting and i'm very interested + i've been planning my finances for my wedding haha. yes SIAO! but what if i get married early? :) :) :) ) so my ideal plan isssss.... (you're suppose to read it faster) --> proposal at 24, get married at 25, conceive at late 26, first child at 27, 2nd at 28, 3rd at 29! so WHO EVER you are that is going to marry me/ wants to marry me, pls take note. KIDDING! actually its sounds good to me. haha -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Okay this is once again.. Super overdued. but this was cell the other other other day.. and i'm tortured by the girls. (as usual) They are vicious girls who gives me bite marks and blue blacks by the end of the day.heh i wonder who they learn it from.. haha (must be julianne) Thank God dearest Chooi kueh isnt like that! (or maybe she is haha) psst. i did their hair actually. :) -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- DP Bowling Day. Yes, we paid $2 for a stupid viking ride at east coast. quite scary actually. but such cheap thrills. haha and we looked horrible in the bowling shoes. (jul was right. who looks good in those shoes anyways) heh. and i wonder why do they make it in such horrible colours. Half blue and half red. or some, bright yellow. eww. ?? everyone's score was pretty impressive. other than the girls. but i think we did not bad. Honestly i cant appreciate bowling. Literally throwing money into the drain. Dont try and justify yourself even if you hit any pins. haha. its stillll.... in the "drain" -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Anywayssss... Argh I need a camera. Its horrible having to wait for people to send you pictures. and its even horrible-ler to share a camera with JOD's mum since she's always travelling and the camera is so horrible too. (Tell me. What's the video function for when there are no speakers to record the sound. SIAO!) haha . SO. who would be so kind enough to take up a love offering and bless me with a camera. Specifically a Black Sony T20 black pls. That is...To replace my "late" camera, which unfortunately, got abducted last june. :( believe it or not, my mum still hasnt found out about it. and if she does.. ITE! (anything to do with loss of money would be equivalent to the loss of my head. heh) sadly,i still havent got the money to buy it back cos of outstanding bills to be paid. so oh wells. Cameraaaaaa....... . Oh Happy cos i'm going bangkok soon. (are we jul?) and according to my mum (cos she will be getting her long await bonus) we'll be ON HOLIDAY at the end of the year! Lets hope i dont get cheated again. haha. (my parents promised to bring me to Korea like 10 years ago but it never came. NOT EVEN CLOSE haha.) . okay. goodnight
Monday, September 24, 2007 @2:09 PM
watch
Click click!!
i like this song :) haha okay not so much of the video.(cos i cant find it on imeem thats why.) but the song got FEEL la. haha :)
Sunday, September 23, 2007 @10:47 AM
tee hee
money money money. UGH.!!! free us pls.
Saturday, September 22, 2007 @10:03 AM
against all odds
As we grow older we tend to learn a little bit more about ourselves.
what we like, what we hate...
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i'm not extroverted by nature really. i just am because i have to and yes, because i want to.
i was giving chooi kueh an illustration the other day about coming out of our comfort zone. And i told her about how much i actually like being alone and how much i dislike being in crowds and being known as the outspoken one. and i she was like no, you cant be! .. Oh wells. Things arent always as it seems. :)
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My mum once told me that when i was a kid, i'd just sit quietly at one corner and play by myself. other than the fact that i'm an only child (and its a HORRIBLE fact), I never had much opportunity to do so either. (cos i was always locked up at home and I'm never allowed to play with my neighbours. okay, not exactly never. but if i get to play with them, we're separated by the gate. meaning, that poor fella have to sit outside my door! haha) But Dont get me wrong. My parents and grandparents arent overly protective. in fact they give me all the freedom i need. its like when i went to hongkong, i just decided, book the flight then tell my parents that i'm going. ANYWAYS. back to the point. yeah, i was the quiet kid around.
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Honestly, i dont think anyone is really extroverted or introverted by nature. its more like a choice thingy?
put me in a room filled with quiet people and i'll make the first move to break the ice.
i mean, someone has to do it first right...
maybe thats where people start developing their perception about you that you're loud, RAH RAH kid around. but the actual fact is that you like to be alone most of the time?
its like if i decide to sit down, be by myself for like 1 sec, people will start thinking that i'm emo-ing or i have some Major problem going on.. ugh.
. And since i'm so outspoken, people probably think that she's got it all, tons of friends etc.. but really, its not like that. heh.
its like when i'm in primary school i was in a group of 4. and the other 3 is closer to each other and i'm just part of clique but not exactly close to anyone. and in secondary school, of all the cliques that i've been in, i'm always just there and never realllyyy part of it? and in poly errm.. not really close to anyone. so oh wells.
i guess its just me haha. i can talk alot and make friends, but i dont know how to be personal? heh (must try and learn then. :) )
probably cos i'm not really good with words or with actions. like i cant walk over to someone and give them a hug randomly, stick my face with you and take a picture like we're so close, hold your hand and shop together or give you a pat and lend you my shoulder when you're crying..
and because of that, it seems like i dont care.. but i really really do! its all in the mind. As in, i care alot but my body and mouth dont react accordingly?
and i cant cry alot. if i cry, its always silently. i cant groan and start wailing that much. even during the altar call... its always alot of tears but i'm biting my lips to stop myself from crying. (i know. this is bad)
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so really. i'm not all that extroverted and loud. so oh wells..
at the end of the day, i dont think alot of people know me well. maybe a handful. or perhaps one or two.
heh Told you i'm not good with expressing myself with words. cos i have no idea what i just typed. haha probably just rattling on and on i guess.
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anyways,
i woke up super early today! so yay! haha i think my sleep patterns back to normal. its like 6.50am i'll just jump out of bed. haha oh wells. time for cell soon and i'll be meeting THE BF later. (why do ppl call them THE BF? strange :) )
So tmr i'll be leading. just that ONE SONG called ONE THING, that will soon be OVER SUNG. hahaha.and i'm super stressed although i've done it so many times. heh so why am i still stressed. crazy. ahh God pls help me.
pitching, signals, flow, anointing.. must sing with feel.... okay. i cant do it really. but my Father is backing me up. phew.
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i have alot of pictures to post but some other time!
goodbye.
Wednesday, September 12, 2007 @9:05 PM
we'll watch the world go past
on the sept 11..
Oh POP lo! :)
So i took a half day leave just to endure the hot hot hot sun and watch a few botak men march around in their uniform. haha
Yes. its Dajie's POP day. :) :)
and so is Jodin's, Qinsheng's, Martin's, Kai wen's etc etc haha
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Anyways. Only 2 visitors per recruit are entitled to attend the parade (how pathetic) and dajiet's dad was nice enough to let me go instead.. so, i met Dajiet's mum at white sands before heading off to Tekong Andd It was QUITE weird at first cos this is the first time i'm actually walking around and spending SO MUCH "alone" time with her? haha(i mean dont count the times when she sends me home la) but oh wells. at least i didnt throw my own face. heh. :) :) This is Dajiet's company.
he's at the last row, 6th person from the right..
ehh. ???????? haha where is he again?
seriously EVERYONE looks the same.
OH OH. and that guy running by him self on the 2nd picture on the right is nicholas. my Course mate turned Dajiet's new best friend. and He's the company's best recruit.. Wooo impressive. (:
aww. and my favourite picture is the one on the left.
she's the cutest aunty ever alive really. In fact the whole family is. haha the dad came up to me the other day and said "eh down stairs got farewell party" then he started laughing. haha and i seriously didnt know what he meant, so i just laugh along.. (then i realised that he was actually referring to a funeral downstairs! heh) and yesterday he was telling some tau gay joke... oh my goodness haha its hilarious.
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Oh ya. back to dajie's POP.
halfway through the parade, they invited all family and friends to put on the jocky cap for all the recruits. Heh. and when you walk down you can practically smell all the sweat surrounding you.. EWWW. and yes when i went down i couldn find dajie. haha the mum found him first. . I look super disgusting that day. The sun practically melted away all my makeup and i was perspiring like anything. heh Burgers.
OH. and thats dajie's mum and i. AH JIU WO cos i look FATTER THAN HER! (and she's hippier than i am)
ehh and i think dajie and i look alike. somehow.
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This will probably be my first and last POP that i'll attend other than my son's one in future. so HAHA.
And this will also probably be the first and last time that i'll be cycling through the night!!... haha i ALMOST died cos i was too sleepy and my butt felt like its covered with blue blacks! haha
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haha the whole night felt so fun and adventurous. esp with my handy MIZUNO Backpack that meida and sarita kept laughing at cos i looked super super aunty with it. (like some backpack that mummies use carry their milk bottles. HEH.
anyways,
we went from the kiosk to lagoon, then to plaza sing for late night movie, then to Macs at town for breakfast like 4am (we met some drunk dudes. heh really scary and it was pouring!!!.) then we got stuck at shaw centre, then we cheated our way into waterside to bath at the condominium's toilet. haha (we sure know how to pick a good place!) then we sat around waterside for awhile and cycled back to ecp in the rain.. (like what the point of bathing) then we got stuck at some pavilion, and finally got to the beach for baptism service.
haha buay ta han.
i was out since 730am on friday morning cos i had to go to work. and i was sleepless till the next day. afternoon cos we still had cell. JIU WO.
I'm not young enough for this haha.
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Its really scary to cycle at night. so good thing we had ying hui to protect us haha.
okay you cant tell. but i had no makeup on cos MEIDA CHOOI didnt allow me to put on my foundations to cover the MO PENG. haha...
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anyways if you want to cycle at night.. ITS ONLY $8!! and we all get free Gatorade.
the kiosk closes at 930 and you'll have to return the bikes by 9am - 10 am the next day.
This was how much we ate at sakae the other day. I think the lady cleared away some already haha. The amt of sashimi i ate was in-comprehendable. I LOVE raw SALMON. :) . HAHA. ben held on to weisiang's "chest" by accident just when the camera snapped. And there you have it.. A very candid shocked face after being molested. haha _______________________________________________________________
Aiyah. totally no blog juice. heh dont know what am i talking about. haha Got to run! Tushan and gang is outside already...
goodbye world.
Wednesday, September 5, 2007 @11:59 PM
A secret i cannot tell. SHH. :)
Anyways yes. This is where i sit everyday from 8.30a.m - 6p.m.
yawn.
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Work is fine. No big Hoo-ha or what-so-ever.
Colleagues are nice (other than the fact that they ALWAYS make fun of me haha),
Pay is bad, Aircon is horrible and snacking becomes uncontrollable. :) .
And if you're wondering, i'm working as an Marketing admin assistant, ..a.k.a. SKW (Sai-kang warrior) haha.
Yes. i do sai kang. and you know sai kang jobs are super messy. and i cant stand it when things are not in place... so im always trying to clear up the "mess" (not garbage mess) haha. errm. just to make myself happier. actually its not THAT bad being a SKW la.
i just hate it when instructions are not passed down properly and there's really alot of unnecessary double work done? its like when you're give instruction A, halfway through when you ask about sth and you find out that there's something called instruction B that she forgot to tell you and instruction C, D E... haha and then when when things go wrong, it's always the temp staff's fault cos we're the ones who came up with the data..when in actual fact we just merely followed instructions.
Oh wells. sad dog. :)
. Speaking of messy work..
Its really messy on my level. haha there are t-shirt samples lying around, clothes everywhere, People walking and screaming across the office, non-stop telephone ringing sound, the noisy invoice printer that NEVER stops printing bla bla.
Oh my goodness. its like a fish market seriously.. heh okay maybe not so bad. how bout a sewing factory? haha
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Oh yes. and women are vicious creatures. okay. not that i'm not female but i'm talking about specifically those in my company. haha
All the other colleagues are nice. EXCEPT the merchandisers. Always angry and snapping at ppl. haha but oh wells. they're probably too stressed or sth.
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SO ANYWAYS. haha i think i have a pretty positive mind. haha cos For the past one mth i've been thinking about how fun work is etc. haha As in REALLY.
Obviously it's not THAT FUN la. or rather it was never fun and in fact, you always meet nasty ppl but its just a matter on how we want things to turn out? okay, maybe i'm easily satisfied or sth. but i keep telling myself yay i'm earning money, Yay i'm walking up early, yay i'm taking more bus, yay i'm eating at home often, yay i feel like an adult.
it works the same way as how nikki raibode would put it; "What you see, produces an image inside and becomes a driving force in your life" (say it with an indian accent haha) .
okay whatever. i have no idea what i'm talking about.
Monday: dinner with wei siang and benjamin at sakae. (literally gorge myself with sashimi)
weisiang wanted to treat me so i dragged along benjamin and i had to pay half his meal cos he's always paying for my cab fare and everything else. but in the end he felt bad so he bought our movie tickets and paid for cab fare home again. HAHA.
Tuesday: Dinner with steph at Cartel.
i bought her dinner and we played arcade. haha why are we always playing arcade. heh
Wednesday: Dinner with Meida, Sarita and Daphne at 85.
i have nth to say about myself other than that i ate ALOT.
Thursday: oO. nth. haha Meida, Sarita and sabby came over to my place to paint my room.
(and its half done! haha)
Friday: yay. its today. and we're going to finish painting then to night cycling!
