Meyer learnt a new command recently.

and that is "OUT!"
my mum uses that on him for like every 2 mins when he attempts to walk into the kitchen while she's cooking. heh
it only works when you say it really loudly. :)
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im reminded of the indescribable video that was played on one of the sunday services.

and for a BIG GOD like Him who created the universe and every living thing, He still chose to love you and I, despite the very fact that we are so so so small and so undeserving.

after the video ended, a still small voice was saying, do you know how much you mean to me?

it wasnt audible la. but i knew it was Him speaking.

For the many times that i've disappointed him, felt so small, undeserving and forgotten.. i know He still loves me.

He even knows the number of hairs on my head. keeping count even as i start losing some throughout the day.

How cool is my Dad.
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Staying at home alone the whole day Puts your mind into Thinking Mode.

I guess I need to stop thinking about how loserish i am and move on.
Need a breath of Fresh air.
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One step at a time Lav.
One step at a time.