Meyer learnt a new command recently.
and that is "OUT!"
my mum uses that on him for like every 2 mins when he attempts to walk into the kitchen while she's cooking. heh
it only works when you say it really loudly. :)
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my mum uses that on him for like every 2 mins when he attempts to walk into the kitchen while she's cooking. heh
it only works when you say it really loudly. :)
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im reminded of the indescribable video that was played on one of the sunday services.
im reminded of the indescribable video that was played on one of the sunday services.
He is that BIG.
and for a BIG GOD like Him who created the universe and every living thing, He still chose to love you and I, despite the very fact that we are so so so small and so undeserving.
Indescribable.
after the video ended, a still small voice was saying, do you know how much you mean to me?
it wasnt audible la. but i knew it was Him speaking.
For the many times that i've disappointed him, felt so small, undeserving and forgotten.. i know He still loves me.
He even knows the number of hairs on my head. keeping count even as i start losing some throughout the day.
How cool is my Dad.
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Staying at home alone the whole day Puts your mind into Thinking Mode.
I guess I need to stop thinking about how loserish i am and move on.
Need a breath of Fresh air.
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One step at a time Lav.
One step at a time.
Need a breath of Fresh air.
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One step at a time Lav.
One step at a time.
Goodbye marty dinner.
This was before emo marty got enlisted. heh. Another one down.
anyways..Mr Tushan bought us dinner at The steakhouse! hurray! :)
It wasnt intended that it was his treat but he just decided that we didnt have to pay him back. Aww man.
So greatful. really. haha saved me like 50bucks. heh.
I'm so broke lately.
We had so much time before the movie. so we went for some light snacks, drinks and some chit chatting session at some really nice place. bla bla
and Marty bought us calamaris.
Well i calculated.. and its like $1 per ring. JIU WO. day light robbery. but nvm. dont ask so much, just eat. heh
This was before emo marty got enlisted. heh. Another one down.
anyways..Mr Tushan bought us dinner at The steakhouse! hurray! :)
It wasnt intended that it was his treat but he just decided that we didnt have to pay him back. Aww man.
So greatful. really. haha saved me like 50bucks. heh.
I'm so broke lately.
We had so much time before the movie. so we went for some light snacks, drinks and some chit chatting session at some really nice place. bla bla
and Marty bought us calamaris.
Well i calculated.. and its like $1 per ring. JIU WO. day light robbery. but nvm. dont ask so much, just eat. heh
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OH OH! The simpsons! haha.
Its lamely funny. but i guess that the whole point of it.
I told dajie that its his kind of stupid lame show. and true enough, he liked it too.
But Stupid martin slpt throughout the show. haha
Not forgetting i saved money on transport too.
As usual Tushan picked me up and sent me home .
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so my total spendings that day was well within my budget! :) :)
I am really so greatful. :)
OH OH! The simpsons! haha.
Its lamely funny. but i guess that the whole point of it.
I told dajie that its his kind of stupid lame show. and true enough, he liked it too.
But Stupid martin slpt throughout the show. haha
Not forgetting i saved money on transport too.
As usual Tushan picked me up and sent me home .
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so my total spendings that day was well within my budget! :) :)
I am really so greatful. :)
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Finally i got my queen sized bed.
Finally i got my queen sized bed.
**jul. we dont have to slp on the sofa anymore! haha**
my mum bought for me the cheapest bed frame, cheapest mattress and the cheapest everything that we could find from Courts and ikea. haha.
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Even my laptop, yup it's the cheapest of the cheapest range that was on DISCOUNT. haha
and not forgetting the Dog. It's Free! hahaha
Quite sad la.
my mum bought for me the cheapest bed frame, cheapest mattress and the cheapest everything that we could find from Courts and ikea. haha.
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Even my laptop, yup it's the cheapest of the cheapest range that was on DISCOUNT. haha
and not forgetting the Dog. It's Free! hahaha
Quite sad la.
but i really dont mind? money is so hard to come by.and at least im not expected to pay for my own furniture. :)
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JUST THAT i dont understand why she gets the better stuff. like her mattress is at least 4k? (siao! what kind of mattress is so expensive. heh practically slping on gold. haha) and yes. mine is only errm 1/10 of her's. haha. Her laptop is 3k? and mine is errm 1/3 of her's.
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JUST THAT i dont understand why she gets the better stuff. like her mattress is at least 4k? (siao! what kind of mattress is so expensive. heh practically slping on gold. haha) and yes. mine is only errm 1/10 of her's. haha. Her laptop is 3k? and mine is errm 1/3 of her's.
eh. who says only child gets the best? haha.
nah. but thats not the point. My parents always gave me what i needed and nothing less. In fact more. :)
so it Doesnt matter if its the cheapest. its still something
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my old room
nah. but thats not the point. My parents always gave me what i needed and nothing less. In fact more. :)
so it Doesnt matter if its the cheapest. its still something
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my old room
ANYWAYS. i think anyone would agree that my previous room is much nicer and more youthful than the current one. (other than the ugly bed sheet that my mum bought, cos its like only $10! haha)
so why bother moving into the guest room right. tsk tsk
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But the room is so much bigger, has an attached toilet and wardrobe space.!
the wardrobe in my previous room is less than half of what you see in the picture up there okay. My clothes cant even fit. HEH
haha.
So next step is buy some paint and start painting.
so exciting!
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PEOPLE.. my house is available for sleepover now. :)
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oh oh!. the 2nd picture was taken at boat quay? (okay like anyone can tell. haha)
The ambiance there is really nice and there's this bar/pub or whatever it was, there that has a live band that plays really good cover music (Its where the White Stamford Raffles is standing)
I'm so impressed.
The lead singer sounds like Chris daughtry. WOOOO. :)
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suddenly i'm thinking. why bother posting this two pictures when it looks practically the same. heh.
nvm. Dajie is wearing sth different. haha
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Its 6! Daddy is screaming.
the wardrobe in my previous room is less than half of what you see in the picture up there okay. My clothes cant even fit. HEH
haha.
So next step is buy some paint and start painting.
so exciting!
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PEOPLE.. my house is available for sleepover now. :)
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oh oh!. the 2nd picture was taken at boat quay? (okay like anyone can tell. haha)
The ambiance there is really nice and there's this bar/pub or whatever it was, there that has a live band that plays really good cover music (Its where the White Stamford Raffles is standing)
I'm so impressed.
The lead singer sounds like Chris daughtry. WOOOO. :)
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suddenly i'm thinking. why bother posting this two pictures when it looks practically the same. heh.
nvm. Dajie is wearing sth different. haha
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Its 6! Daddy is screaming.
time for dinner with my folks. :)
Goodbye.
Goodbye.
OLDIES BUT GOODIES.
Suddenly i have this thing for oldies once again.
Gold 90 FM.
Classic Hits, All day. :)
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and Michael Buble.
he makes it seems so effortless.
Classic Hits, All day. :)
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and Michael Buble.
he makes it seems so effortless.
and so.. romantically sexy? if you know what i mean.
haha okay whatever.
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oh wells.
haha okay whatever.
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oh wells.
I havent slpt since Wednesday 1pm.
and i cant seem to sleep even though i'm really really tired right now.
The room seems to be spinning when i lie down.
how strange.
and i cant seem to sleep even though i'm really really tired right now.
The room seems to be spinning when i lie down.
how strange.
A WHOLE LOT OF THINGS TO SAY.
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OH OH! i helped a blind woman at buona vista yesterday. :) :)
She was in the station and she just couldnt make up which direction to go. I have no idea why la. cos she could only walk towards her left or right. but she kept using her stick to hit the wall infront of her. then she stood there looking so lost.
She was in the station and she just couldnt make up which direction to go. I have no idea why la. cos she could only walk towards her left or right. but she kept using her stick to hit the wall infront of her. then she stood there looking so lost.
But I'm just shocked that NO ONE actually stopped to help her? Everyone just walked passed. and its not like its not obvious that the woman is blind and needed help. TSK TSK.
what is with Singaporeans nowadays.
so i walked from the other end towards her and asked if she needed help. walked her to the escalator, down the station and to the bus stop (which i have no idea where it was haha) blah blah.
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and here's the climax of it all.
so i walked from the other end towards her and asked if she needed help. walked her to the escalator, down the station and to the bus stop (which i have no idea where it was haha) blah blah.
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and here's the climax of it all.
There's this irritating woman. (looks like she's from China)
I TELL YOU. she has functioning eyes but she's so blind. heh
I TELL YOU. she has functioning eyes but she's so blind. heh
walked right up and tripped over the blind woman's stick. the stick dropped and the blind woman almost fell (good thing she held on to me) and The woman didnt even say SORRY!
she just kept grabbing her foot, starred at the blind woman, and said "aiyo! aiyo! my leg, walk also never walk properly...tsk tsk tsk" (i mean she said it all in Chinese la).
she just kept grabbing her foot, starred at the blind woman, and said "aiyo! aiyo! my leg, walk also never walk properly...tsk tsk tsk" (i mean she said it all in Chinese la).
oh my goodness. i really feel like slapping her. she didnt even help pick up the stick. just gave that kind of stupid irritating face.
then her male colleague (i assume) picked the stick up and apologised on behalf of her..
Sometimes people are just SOOOOO SLAPPABLE.
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Sometimes people are just SOOOOO SLAPPABLE.
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i went to visit my grandpa at the hospital again.
When he saw me, he smiled, held my hands and closed his eyes.
You could see tears welling up at the corners of his eyes. I dont know why, but i think he's just holding back.
Later, I gave him his favourite foot scratch, let him listen to some chinese christian music, and he fell asleep. So my mum and aunt went down for coffee but i decided to stay back, just to be with him.
Then i really wanted to cry too.
Its painful to see him suffer like that. But at least i know for sure where he's going when he leaves us.
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Now, the family is deciding to put him into Hospice care, which is like $200 a day. and 30 day would come up to about $6000. and divided by 6 siblings, each would have to pay about $1000 a month, 3 months would be $3000 each.
Where to find that kind of money.
Sometime back, the Doctors said that he'll live for about 4 more months. and now its july, and doctors say he'll live for another 3 more months. Somehow, the time gets longer. haha.
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Anyways, I dont really approve about the hospice thingy. (although my views are never taken into consideration in this family), but i just dont like the idea.
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Now, the family is deciding to put him into Hospice care, which is like $200 a day. and 30 day would come up to about $6000. and divided by 6 siblings, each would have to pay about $1000 a month, 3 months would be $3000 each.
Where to find that kind of money.
Sometime back, the Doctors said that he'll live for about 4 more months. and now its july, and doctors say he'll live for another 3 more months. Somehow, the time gets longer. haha.
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Anyways, I dont really approve about the hospice thingy. (although my views are never taken into consideration in this family), but i just dont like the idea.
I really think my grandpa would like to stay home and be with the people he loves and not be around other sick old people who usually groan and mourn when they are in pain.
He totally understands why we would want put him into the hospice. and thats becos my grandma cant take care of him and he doesnt have a choice anyways. But i know he'd rather not be there.
my mum and all my aunties are all anticipating that he'll die in 3 months. So they "jokingly" put it that way, that if he doesnt die in 3 months, we'll have to fork out more money.
My grandpa is strong. if he can live another 4 months, i KNOW he can live for more than 3 months again. and He has the Will to live.
I know my relatives are trying to be practical. but i hate the fact that they want to put him into the hospice and start anticipating his death. Put it that way, hoping that he leaves in 3 months.
My grandpa is strong. if he can live another 4 months, i KNOW he can live for more than 3 months again. and He has the Will to live.
I know my relatives are trying to be practical. but i hate the fact that they want to put him into the hospice and start anticipating his death. Put it that way, hoping that he leaves in 3 months.
hate it hate it hate it.
Besides, i can foresee that once he's there, people would stop visiting him everyday because its so convenient, No one needs to take care of him anymore, and he'll be left there to die like in some old folks home.
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The other alternative is that bring my grandpa back home and roster each family member to come look after him.
okay, not a bad idea. but who has got the time! and besides, its in the wee hours of the morning that he requires people to be around him just in case sth happens and not just from 6pm-9pm kinda thing.
Besides, i can foresee that once he's there, people would stop visiting him everyday because its so convenient, No one needs to take care of him anymore, and he'll be left there to die like in some old folks home.
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The other alternative is that bring my grandpa back home and roster each family member to come look after him.
okay, not a bad idea. but who has got the time! and besides, its in the wee hours of the morning that he requires people to be around him just in case sth happens and not just from 6pm-9pm kinda thing.
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I suggested that we should get a Helper. like a maid who is trained in such a way that they look after sick elderly.
I suggested that we should get a Helper. like a maid who is trained in such a way that they look after sick elderly.
less than $800 a month.
its affordable, my grandpa gets to be home, my grandma has someone to take care of the house, cook for her etc.. Why not!
my mum agrees with me, but knowing my grandma, she wouldnt want it cos she says she'll end up serving the maid instead. haha. and she's not used to an outsider in the house.
but its all about getting use to and crossing your fingers that you'll get a reliable helper.
my mum agrees with me, but knowing my grandma, she wouldnt want it cos she says she'll end up serving the maid instead. haha. and she's not used to an outsider in the house.
but its all about getting use to and crossing your fingers that you'll get a reliable helper.
and who knows, my grandpa has another few more months, or maybe even get healed, and the helper can still be there to take care of them.
Then everyone can still be "rostered" in a way to come visit him at least like one person a day..
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Then everyone can still be "rostered" in a way to come visit him at least like one person a day..
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Oh wells. no one listens to me anyways.
at least my dad has the same views as i do. so he's speaking to my aunty about it.
at least my dad has the same views as i do. so he's speaking to my aunty about it.
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Since i'm complaining so much. i might as well say it all. haha
STUPID NUH.
If anyone is ill. pls dont go there. its negligence beyond negligence.
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Before my grandpa found out that he had cancer, he had like tummy aches and kept vomiting. So we sent him to NUH and the doctor said there's nothing wrong, and simply gave him anti-vomiting pills.
Then another time sth happened again and we sent him there, they operated on him cos of some duno what thing la. and gave him more medicine to eat.
Then my aunt who is a nurse said sth must be wrong. Insisted that they do a full check, and FINALLY FOUND OUT THAT HE has final stage cancer.
my goodness. Right from the beginning if they would checked thoroughly, it would have been cured. And besides for someone his age, dont doctors suspect that it might be sth terminal?
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next thing.
Doctors i believe should know best.
Since i'm complaining so much. i might as well say it all. haha
STUPID NUH.
If anyone is ill. pls dont go there. its negligence beyond negligence.
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Before my grandpa found out that he had cancer, he had like tummy aches and kept vomiting. So we sent him to NUH and the doctor said there's nothing wrong, and simply gave him anti-vomiting pills.
Then another time sth happened again and we sent him there, they operated on him cos of some duno what thing la. and gave him more medicine to eat.
Then my aunt who is a nurse said sth must be wrong. Insisted that they do a full check, and FINALLY FOUND OUT THAT HE has final stage cancer.
my goodness. Right from the beginning if they would checked thoroughly, it would have been cured. And besides for someone his age, dont doctors suspect that it might be sth terminal?
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next thing.
Doctors i believe should know best.
But they insisted that my grandpa could take it and told us that he should go for another round of Chemo.
and HO! that last chemo made his body so weak and now he's bed ridden cos his legs arent functioning anymore.
before that although my grandpa was ill. but he still could walk!
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next thing.
they charge us for bathing, and 6 cans some liquid food which they claim to have given to my grandpa. but in actual fact, my grandpa said they didnt bath him and he only had like 2 cans of those liquid food.
we called and they refunded the money.
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next thing.
just recently, we went and found out that his right foot was bigger than the left and his face was bigger than usual. then my aunt called the nurse and said didnt you all realise that. they said NO. okay never mind.
and HO! that last chemo made his body so weak and now he's bed ridden cos his legs arent functioning anymore.
before that although my grandpa was ill. but he still could walk!
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next thing.
they charge us for bathing, and 6 cans some liquid food which they claim to have given to my grandpa. but in actual fact, my grandpa said they didnt bath him and he only had like 2 cans of those liquid food.
we called and they refunded the money.
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next thing.
just recently, we went and found out that his right foot was bigger than the left and his face was bigger than usual. then my aunt called the nurse and said didnt you all realise that. they said NO. okay never mind.
my aunt who knows quite abit said its because the drip dosage was too much. and its kinda bad for his heart. so we insisted that we call a doctor over to check.
Then this young chinese lady doctor came with this really QIAN DA face, gave some stupid explanation and said oh we'll send him for X ray. then my aunt was like he just went for x ray this morning! then she oh oh.. ya you're right. blah blah. then i said, dont you all read up on your patients, why are you asking us about medical stuff, like if he has had this and that.
then she wasnt too happy, she said, okay we'll do a scan.. "DOES THAT MAKE YOU HAPPY NOW?"
wah my aunt almost boxed her in the eye.
Then this young chinese lady doctor came with this really QIAN DA face, gave some stupid explanation and said oh we'll send him for X ray. then my aunt was like he just went for x ray this morning! then she oh oh.. ya you're right. blah blah. then i said, dont you all read up on your patients, why are you asking us about medical stuff, like if he has had this and that.
then she wasnt too happy, she said, okay we'll do a scan.. "DOES THAT MAKE YOU HAPPY NOW?"
wah my aunt almost boxed her in the eye.
next time come ask me. i'll show you how her QIAN DA face looks like.
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SERIOUSLY. I can guarantee you that there are many many similar complaints about NUH or other government hospitals. Probably MOH covers it all up and i better not say anything before i get sued.
BUT its NEGLIGENCE! ugh.
these doctors dont have a heart for patients. they just have the brains for it.
The patients arent their family. They dont go the distance to save one's life.
these doctors dont have a heart for patients. they just have the brains for it.
The patients arent their family. They dont go the distance to save one's life.
IRRITATING.
NUH IS SO SLAPPABLE.
NUH IS SO SLAPPABLE.
Cheese and whiskers.
i didn't go to the gym in the end.
HELP.
HELP.
Overdued beyond overdued.
Ben and jerry's dudettes.
When our dearest Scholar Jun, (who is paid like $****** to study overseas, and to SPEND on anything she wants) was back in town for her holidays. haha :)
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Ben and jerry's dudettes.
When our dearest Scholar Jun, (who is paid like $****** to study overseas, and to SPEND on anything she wants) was back in town for her holidays. haha :)
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Finally we managed to take a picture of ourselves on one of our cycling dates using Tushan's Very Laggy Handphone.
Finally we managed to take a picture of ourselves on one of our cycling dates using Tushan's Very Laggy Handphone.
What to do. NO CAMERA. Ugh. i miss my camera. tsk tsk haha comebacktome.
Robber/s, one day you'll get saved and repent of your evil ways. haha. TSK TSK.
anyways, yes.. Tushan in his "scuba diving suit",
Robber/s, one day you'll get saved and repent of your evil ways. haha. TSK TSK.
anyways, yes.. Tushan in his "scuba diving suit",
and somehow i look like a chicken wing here. HEH.
It was also MARTY'S 21st BIRTHDY!
And tushan and i had the privillege of spending ALMOST the whole day with him at EastCoast once again(where he celebrated his birthday with us last year and we made him wear some oversized women's lingerie for a photo shoot. haha Pls. it wasnt my idea.)
This time we went cycling. haha what a healthy activity. (haha Duh. i was my idea)
And tushan and i had the privillege of spending ALMOST the whole day with him at EastCoast once again(where he celebrated his birthday with us last year and we made him wear some oversized women's lingerie for a photo shoot. haha Pls. it wasnt my idea.)
This time we went cycling. haha what a healthy activity. (haha Duh. i was my idea)
There you go. Our very own Marty. The Radish Head. :)
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Then i managed to psycho them to eat at Waraku. YAY.
and Tushan had this really nice scallop thingy in cream soup. ahh. mouthwatering.
i think japanese food is one of my favourite, if not My favourite cuisine as for now.
Okay.
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Then i managed to psycho them to eat at Waraku. YAY.
and Tushan had this really nice scallop thingy in cream soup. ahh. mouthwatering.
i think japanese food is one of my favourite, if not My favourite cuisine as for now.
Okay.
Then we drove down to arab street to bowl. but it was closed! so too bad. off to coconut groove (somewhere in Kovan) for a drink and snacks.
Once again. LATE NIGHT.
this is so bad.
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Anyways... the next day (21st) was marty's official party.
We got him this really nice DKNY watch and i made him this cheapo looking birthday card...
haha. Better than nothing laaa.... tsk tsk
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this is so bad.
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Anyways... the next day (21st) was marty's official party.
We got him this really nice DKNY watch and i made him this cheapo looking birthday card...
haha. Better than nothing laaa.... tsk tsk
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As part of the iREACH campaign, we had our testimony saturday at cell that day too.
I gave a testimony on how my grandpa got saved just last week and how God has been a prayer answering God to my mum and my family.
Its really encouraging. (well at least to me) so i'll share it here sometime soon i guess.
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As part of the iREACH campaign, we had our testimony saturday at cell that day too.
I gave a testimony on how my grandpa got saved just last week and how God has been a prayer answering God to my mum and my family.
Its really encouraging. (well at least to me) so i'll share it here sometime soon i guess.
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I'm DEAD serious about this.
cos i'm growing FATTER BY THE DAY. BOO HOO.
I'm back to being nocturnal, I dont take my meals regularly, and when i do, i eat in outrages portions. Like 3 bowl of rice etc. SCARY.
and When i can't sleep i snack. Snack and have more SNACKS.
I'm back to being nocturnal, I dont take my meals regularly, and when i do, i eat in outrages portions. Like 3 bowl of rice etc. SCARY.
and When i can't sleep i snack. Snack and have more SNACKS.
What's worse? I SNACK ON CHOCOLATES.
Chocolate Twiggies, Chocolate raisins, bars of raisin and nut chocolate (after which i would spit out the nuts haha) and as you can see how much i love Raisin chocolates. :)
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UGH but thats not the point. The point is that i'm over-eating!
Kian Hao thought i was Aili SINGING on stage during one of pst che ann's meeting. and FYI. Aili is PREGNANT. JIU WO.
People come up to me and say.. WAH. you can really eat leh. AIYOO. JIU WO again x infinity. heh
What's EVEN WORSE is that i'm having a breakout again. 3 pimples targeted. BURGERS.
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I'm not going on a diet.
But i'm on a mission to have a balanced diet and a healthy lifestyle.
Chocolate Twiggies, Chocolate raisins, bars of raisin and nut chocolate (after which i would spit out the nuts haha) and as you can see how much i love Raisin chocolates. :)
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UGH but thats not the point. The point is that i'm over-eating!
Kian Hao thought i was Aili SINGING on stage during one of pst che ann's meeting. and FYI. Aili is PREGNANT. JIU WO.
People come up to me and say.. WAH. you can really eat leh. AIYOO. JIU WO again x infinity. heh
What's EVEN WORSE is that i'm having a breakout again. 3 pimples targeted. BURGERS.
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I'm not going on a diet.
But i'm on a mission to have a balanced diet and a healthy lifestyle.
STARTING TMR.. and its TO THE GYM! (a thousand and one time that i've said this. but this time.. CONFIRM.)
+ Eat 3 meals a day, but in moderate portions.
Pls pls, rob me of my twiggies when you see them in my bag. haha.
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+ Eat 3 meals a day, but in moderate portions.
Pls pls, rob me of my twiggies when you see them in my bag. haha.
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Anyways. does anyone have any idea on how to LOOK MORE RADIANT?
i mean other than more water and more slee la. HEH.
i'm always dark/dirty or Pale/sleepy looking.
TELL ME.
how do i get that glowy thing going on, on my face. :) :)
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Oh and i had dinner with dajie's family today. i meant the WHOLE family. Brother, sister, mother, father + dajie. Its like FINALLY, everyone is back in Singapore at the same time. haha .
His mum made steak and oh my, it is to DIE FOR i tell you. okay not so kua zhang. haha but its really really nice :)
Somehow i always find myself asking her for recipes every time i'm there. heh
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Anwyays. Its really nice to be around to be around them especially when your usual home only consist of mummy, daddy and i. + the dog of course haha.
But Its different. and i like it when the whole house is so "crowded", noisy and chatty.. .. it feels good. it really does.
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I was helping with the Onions cutting thingi (which i think i flopped at that cos i couldnt understand what his mum wanted me to do with the onions haha) then his brother would come and poke me, make fun of me and he fed me with some salad? haha strange. but it felt like family. everyone just stood around at one point, talking etc.
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The only part that i HATE. is the washing of dishes. haha you feel obliged to do so. its like how can i let the mum wash the dishes right!?
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.Oh and i had dinner with dajie's family today. i meant the WHOLE family. Brother, sister, mother, father + dajie. Its like FINALLY, everyone is back in Singapore at the same time. haha .
His mum made steak and oh my, it is to DIE FOR i tell you. okay not so kua zhang. haha but its really really nice :)
Somehow i always find myself asking her for recipes every time i'm there. heh
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Anwyays. Its really nice to be around to be around them especially when your usual home only consist of mummy, daddy and i. + the dog of course haha.
But Its different. and i like it when the whole house is so "crowded", noisy and chatty.. .. it feels good. it really does.
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I was helping with the Onions cutting thingi (which i think i flopped at that cos i couldnt understand what his mum wanted me to do with the onions haha) then his brother would come and poke me, make fun of me and he fed me with some salad? haha strange. but it felt like family. everyone just stood around at one point, talking etc.
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The only part that i HATE. is the washing of dishes. haha you feel obliged to do so. its like how can i let the mum wash the dishes right!?
but i hate washing the dishes! ANYTHING but wash the dishes!
This is the part where you are glad that you can nag at someone else to do the washing on your behalf. haha i'll usually psycho dajie to do the soaping, and i'll do the rinsing + eye power. :)
So clever. heh
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Okay, goodbye world.
Ben, quek, weisheng and sebas are on their way to my place to slack cos they have nothing better to do but come bother me haha kidding
This is the part where you are glad that you can nag at someone else to do the washing on your behalf. haha i'll usually psycho dajie to do the soaping, and i'll do the rinsing + eye power. :)
So clever. heh
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Okay, goodbye world.
Ben, quek, weisheng and sebas are on their way to my place to slack cos they have nothing better to do but come bother me haha kidding
OFF i go meet them outside..
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OH YES. STILL JOBLESS HERE. tsk tsk
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OH YES. STILL JOBLESS HERE. tsk tsk
Never will i place myself in a life threatening situation ever again by having my friend drive me in his Dad's jaguar..
WITHOUT A LICENSE.
well. i had my seat belt on even at the backseat.
haha.
and i'm still alive.
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All the way from paya lebar to bedok. my heart was pounding non-stop and when we finally got to sebas's place to pick him up, we all Clapped, got ben to get out of the driver's seat and let sebas drive instead. haha.
but he did well. infact. it feels quite safe.
but he did well. infact. it feels quite safe.
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Found some 24 hour gaming shop.
Played CounterStrike.
B4-6 for gun, B8-2 for armour, B8-3 smoke grenade, b8-4 grenade, .,.,.,.,.,.,.,.. for ammunition.
Scope scope bang bang! haha
"tai-ko artic expert" you see.
And i must say, i'm still pretty not bad in that game.
haha. so fun. and i was the only one screaming in the shop. Siao.
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Roti john with cheese and mushroom at Simpang is simply divine. taste like pizza. :)
but boo to the Teh-peng there. Nottt Nice. :(
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Yay. off to cycling!!!
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and finally, to sign up for my advanced theory now.
But the driving instructor that Tushan recommended isnt picking up my calls. Heh i need a teacher.
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Goodbye. For now.
Glad i could let it out. Finally
- Its 7am and i just got home from a really long chit chatting session with Wickramariyaratne.
- Dead tired but i cant sleep.
Thank God
- For all you've done.
- My mum knew just how bad my voice was. Could barely speak aloud. but i still sang.
Only God can do it.
- Hosanna is not my trademark song thank you. haa.
Blessed by Pst Che Ann's message
- 5 point sermon on Faith.
Clear, concise and Simply Amazing.
I wonder how he does it without notes.
- Impacting testimonies on healing.
- Faith rose in my heart
SUNSHINE
- DJ Got me another Sunflower and wrote me a card. :)
(used the flower for the AUDACIOUS photoshoot)
- Our weekend covenant to complete a 500 piece, winnie the pooh jig saw puzzle that he bought for me. :)
and lastly.
can i just say how much...i LOVE.....
Gardenia's Twiggies Choc-a-lot!
- Chocolate sponge fingers filled with a rich chocolate cream. umm. Yummy.
- Its OH SO ADDICTIVE. and at only $0.90 each at Mustafa!
SHIOK-KA-LAO SAI! :)
Once again. a MUST TRY recommendation by me. :)
My throat is killing me. when i speak, i go out of pitch.
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Opportunity. When i'm rostered to sing in the 2 nights special meeting with Pst Che Ann.
Pressure. When i'm asked to lead (yes you guessed it. HOSANNA) on the 2nd night.
Die. When you find out that your voice is gone in the morning.
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Help me.
Restore it.
Cut the slack.
I really think i should get a job and start work soooon.
Its so embarrassing when someone comes up to me and asks about what i'm doing now.
For some strange reason, my mind blank out for a split second.
You see. I'M SLACKING thats why.
Opportunities everywhere, but i'm just too picky, too lazy. tsk tsk.
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We always complain about how 24 hours is never enough for us.
But when we have the time, nothing is accomplished.
Hello???
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Its so embarrassing when someone comes up to me and asks about what i'm doing now.
For some strange reason, my mind blank out for a split second.
You see. I'M SLACKING thats why.
Opportunities everywhere, but i'm just too picky, too lazy. tsk tsk.
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We always complain about how 24 hours is never enough for us.
But when we have the time, nothing is accomplished.
Hello???
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I managed to drag myself down to sentosa to meet Yi ling and Qinsheng for some tanning session the other day. Right. Not so much of THE OTHER DAY cos it was like 2 weeks ago but it has yet to be archived. haha
and seriously, i'm already so dark. Why do i even need tanning!
But yes, i still went and we had fun. :)
My clever friends pulled 1/3 of the ground sheet into the shade and made me lie there instead. haha. Fine. so much for "tanning".
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Qs brought along his camera, some Nikon D80 thingy (those kind that die die cannot drop, if not my head really will drop. haha. He insisted that i have the strap hooked around my hand a few times to be sure haha. yes i cant be trusted)
so yeah we started snapping snapping snapping and
I'm falling in love with photography. :)
I wish i could be that fair. like this picture on the right. HEH.
IN MY DREAMS!
even my natural skin tone isnt that fair. haha but somehow i think i'll look really strange if i'm fair. haha okay whatever.
There is a whole lot more photos. but too bad. no space. :)
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Then Jas, ben and wee siang decided to pop by my place that night for a round of monopoly spongebob style!
Check out my trusty squidward tentacles and pineapple houses haha. its super cute la.
oh and i made them all bankrupt. except wei siang. who has a tiny bit of money left. haha
if only it was real money. ah. then it would be good. haha :)
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2 day 1 night chalet at downtown with the BIT dudes.
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and seriously, i'm already so dark. Why do i even need tanning!
But yes, i still went and we had fun. :)
My clever friends pulled 1/3 of the ground sheet into the shade and made me lie there instead. haha. Fine. so much for "tanning".
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Qs brought along his camera, some Nikon D80 thingy (those kind that die die cannot drop, if not my head really will drop. haha. He insisted that i have the strap hooked around my hand a few times to be sure haha. yes i cant be trusted)
so yeah we started snapping snapping snapping and
I'm falling in love with photography. :)
I wish i could be that fair. like this picture on the right. HEH.
IN MY DREAMS!
even my natural skin tone isnt that fair. haha but somehow i think i'll look really strange if i'm fair. haha okay whatever.
There is a whole lot more photos. but too bad. no space. :)
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Then Jas, ben and wee siang decided to pop by my place that night for a round of monopoly spongebob style!
Check out my trusty squidward tentacles and pineapple houses haha. its super cute la.
oh and i made them all bankrupt. except wei siang. who has a tiny bit of money left. haha
if only it was real money. ah. then it would be good. haha :)
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2 day 1 night chalet at downtown with the BIT dudes.
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we didnt have like BBQ or what so ever so we split up and went for dinner outside. Apparently, the guys went subway and somehow the boss's daughter, (its a franchise outlet) got interested in QS and wanted his number. but that stupid guy was too scared he ran away. haha crazy. Then we told QS we gave the girl his number and we used yvonne's phone (knowing that he doesnt have her number), to sms and call him. and he was freaked out. So much for being a girls kinda guy. haha
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Anyways, we spent like the whole night playing a series of funny concentration games, had Maggie mee for supper(which was more like breakfast.), and watched weird movies that Gary recommended. haha
Somehow The whole time was more like a laughter therapy session. :)
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Been meeting these guys alot recently too.
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Been meeting these guys alot recently too.
1) Forgot when was this, but yeah. was suppose to join the guys at Mandarin hotel for some buffet dinner. (Thank God i didnt go cos its like $58++ per person) heh but i met them later to chat and we ended up taking photos. haha
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QS, imitating hard gay. Haha sicko
and dairus. which im not too sure what he's trying to do. haha :)
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2) We met last monday at Minds ONCE AGAIN for some boardgame as usual haha Then followed dairus back to get the car and set off to East coast just to sit down slack and have some drinks by the beach.
3) Then another day, dairus came, picked us all up again at like midnight to have Supper at macs (all becuase gary and i were gian about using the coupons. haha) . I ate till i fell asleep for like 15 mins (how possible is that) haha Then they deliberatly left me there,sat on the table opposite and started taking pictures of me. tsk tsk.
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But this would be the LAST TIME we meet before Q2 start serving their time in NS.
Ugh so sad. there goes another two of my kakis.
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Aiping's 20th birthday at ben's place.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :)
Ugh so sad. there goes another two of my kakis.
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Aiping's 20th birthday at ben's place.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :)
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we bought like chilli crabs, man tou, fried rice, mango cake etc etc and had a feast. haha AH CRAB! ugh. now i have cravings for it again. tsk tsk.
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Sebastian and wei sheng finally joined us this time and its strange to see them cos i havent met them in like the longest time ever.
anyways. they still look the same. just that sebas looks way better in his "youth" haha kidding. But Seriously, they all never change. still look as ah beng-ish as before.
Thats us.
we bought like chilli crabs, man tou, fried rice, mango cake etc etc and had a feast. haha AH CRAB! ugh. now i have cravings for it again. tsk tsk.
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Sebastian and wei sheng finally joined us this time and its strange to see them cos i havent met them in like the longest time ever.
anyways. they still look the same. just that sebas looks way better in his "youth" haha kidding. But Seriously, they all never change. still look as ah beng-ish as before.
Thats us.
and yes i like the 2nd picture. HAHA
see that slipper flying out of my hand? haha its a defense machanism you see. Quek wanted to throw his slipper at us while we were taking pictures. so i took his other pair and threw it back. and at the same time the camera snapped. haha but instead of quek, i ended up hitting sebas, who was the one taking our picture. haha oops.
(look at that smile on my face. like i'm so eager to hit someone with it hahha)
(look at that smile on my face. like i'm so eager to hit someone with it hahha)
me, sebas, quek, wei sheng, ben.
Guys who wont grow up. haha they're doing the 1, 2, 3, 4 pose thingy. aiyo.
and sick friends. haha. seriously. what on earth are they trying to do. i'm so glad i was the one taking the picture. :)
haa. FYI. sebas was my "ex boyfriend" or rather "1st boyfriend" for like 3 years, on and off since sec 2 HEH! so weird to say this haha hair standing. anyways, he was also Jasmine's ex boyfriend previously. and we were both best friends in school. haha ehhhh how complicated is that. haha but that was so long ago.
haa. FYI. sebas was my "ex boyfriend" or rather "1st boyfriend" for like 3 years, on and off since sec 2 HEH! so weird to say this haha hair standing. anyways, he was also Jasmine's ex boyfriend previously. and we were both best friends in school. haha ehhhh how complicated is that. haha but that was so long ago.
oh and That's why this picture is taken. :)
so Aiping will be the next in line. haha KIDDING.
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heh Then it was pretty strange. but we're all laughing about it now except for the fact that sebas still thinks that i have sth against him after all these years haha CRAZY.
somehow, we're all back together just like good old days.
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So after ben's place we drove two cars down to geylang for dim sum supper. and we were laughing till like everyone was staring at us. and by the time i got home it was like 530 am. JIU WO.
somehow, we're all back together just like good old days.
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So after ben's place we drove two cars down to geylang for dim sum supper. and we were laughing till like everyone was staring at us. and by the time i got home it was like 530 am. JIU WO.
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The next day, or rather same day, woke up at like 2pm and met tushan and martin at 4 for some CYCLING again! haha.
The next day, or rather same day, woke up at like 2pm and met tushan and martin at 4 for some CYCLING again! haha.
lose weight lose weight. lose weight.!
*Dajie commented that i look pui-er by the week. UGH. i'm starting to think that its true. i look at the mirror and start wondering where's my waistline. haha*
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*Dajie commented that i look pui-er by the week. UGH. i'm starting to think that its true. i look at the mirror and start wondering where's my waistline. haha*
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Anyways anyways. haha yeah. my staminar is slightly better. we cycled more and i didnt feel like puking this time. haha they cycled all the way down from hougang to east coat to meet me. then i rented a bike and we headed down to Tg rhu, then to kallang and back to lagoon for dinner and back down to return the bike.
and i got to cycle on the road!! of course tushan took the front and martin at the back. haha and once again, they were nice enough to be cycling at my pace. Tushan watched for cars, gave me signals, told me what to do etc and martin as usual, always at the back making sure i'm not lost, carry water bottle.....
Awwww... haha
really. I enjoy cycling. its like i could do it again and again with them every week haha :)
really. I enjoy cycling. its like i could do it again and again with them every week haha :)
but martin is enlisting soon. BOO.
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anyways, they walked me to parkway where i headed down to church for drama rehearsal till about 10pm then i receive a call from Quek about meeting up again just to hang out.
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anyways, they walked me to parkway where i headed down to church for drama rehearsal till about 10pm then i receive a call from Quek about meeting up again just to hang out.
i was pretty tired and im like BUDGET already so i didnt want to go. But sebas said he would come pick me up so oh wells.. :)))
so we headed to EAST COAST AGAIN. (what is with that place haha.) we had macs. and went to some pavillion and played games. (this is like the season for concentration-like-games haha) but oh my it was so fun.
i was laughing and laughing till i couldnt laugh anymore.
right. so what sense does this make haha.
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Suddenly i realise just how much I’ve been going out lately and how little time I’ve been spending with my mum, with people who are in need, people who probably just needs me to be there for them. heh
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I think its time to start re-organizing my life and balance things out once again. :)
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Suddenly i realise just how much I’ve been going out lately and how little time I’ve been spending with my mum, with people who are in need, people who probably just needs me to be there for them. heh
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I think its time to start re-organizing my life and balance things out once again. :)
If I could dim the lights in the mall
And create a mood.
I would
Shout out your name so it echos in every room
I would
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That's what I'd do,
That's what I'd do to get through to you
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:)
Happy birthday!
Meida Mary CHOOI KUEH and Stephanie RACHEL SOH TA PIA.
haha
Love. GRANNY (heh) :).JPG)
What we have left and i miss the other two.
It can still come true. :)
we believe.
God will save the day. and all will say, my glorious.. my glorious.. :)
**Mei mei, i was looking for pictures to post.. and i tell you. i have so many of your face. haha they are all SO funny can! be thankful i didnt post everything up here! hahaha. kidding.
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Here's an exclusive tribute to SARITA SARAH BONG BONG CHAN and once again CHOOI KUEH for always putting me on a hunt for my bag EVERY SUNDAY.
Evil people.
haha. keep making me laugh and gasps for air while running around.
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Makes me happy too.
love you all.
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:)
