Say goodbye to my TEEN-hood. and hello TY. :)
Before you know it, i'll be married with kids.
Okay.. Thats is still a LONG way to go.

I cant believe i'm 20 already.
I'm only 10 years away from 30. and believe me, from now till then, the time will pass exceptionally fast.
Oh my. the thought of it already scares me.
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But i guess it doesnt really matter to me. Since young, there is always this urge of growing up and having my own family as early as possible. i mean its Unlike many girls nowadays who probably say that marriage is the last thing on their mind only till they have their future all mapped out la.. haha but Dont mistake me.. Its not like i dont embrace single hood. I DO I DO! maybe i just have a more old fashion mindset. or is it just Auntiness. :)
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anyways. why am i talking about all these. its so random.
i think i'm going through this teen-ty, tween-aged crisis thing. errm is there even such a thing?
i Dont know, but there is totally no excitement for my birthday. Even weeks before. I mean, i cant wait to turn 20, but i dread the whole process of going through the birthday as much as i want it to happen.
HEH. Right... i have no idea what am i talking about. See what i mean? haha its the teen-ty-aged crisis thing!! Gloomy at the little-lest and silliest thing. SIAO
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Even though i wasnt looking forward to this whole birthday thing i still had fun somehow. so thanks people for trying. i really appreciate it. :)

The Zone sang, and i received little gifts from the most unexpected people. like the guys from dominic's and johnny's cell haha. how sweet.
Oh and My cell who bought this really sinful mouth watering chocolate cake and sang AGAIN. haha.
Guess what. I'm forever young and only 10 years of age. haha.
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yeah. so after that Dajie came and sent me home cos my mum said she bought 2 pieces $1.90 cakes to eat for fun. haha Cheapo. and i insisted on blowing a candle so we managed to find one from under the sink. haha. Cheapo again.

Meyer tried wishing me happy birthday. he's smiling. can you see? haha

right. Then we went another round of dinner at The Ship. (Shaw centre). The steak there is really nice. Nicer and slightly cheaper than Dan Ryans. Heh. haha. i was so full and mind you i had like a bowl of laksa an hour before. la la la.

Then we caught a local production called Men in White. its a "ghost" show. well not really but oh my goodness.... the show is HILARIOUS. its a Must watch. haha Its Dumbly, Lamely funny la. so just expect to laugh becos its so lame. And heck the newspaper reviews. i say its funny. HA HA HA.
I mean Sometimes People think and analyse too much about a film till it becomes too Un-intellectual and too lame to be funny. like Shrek the third. i think its Super funny what. haha. not as good as one and two la. but still stupidly funny.
anyways ya. watch this local show. its FUNNY.
okay. enough already.
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Ya so basically thats all for the day. on the 9th.
Oh oh. and i got a sunflower! my favourite. Really made me smile.

i didnt celebrate on the 8th cos we had like music rehearsal. and i spent my midnight count down eating nasi lemak with some of the band. Haha. sad case.
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Come to think of it. This year's Birthday sms wishes can be counted with like 10 fingers? (dont count friendster la), and presents errm less then 5 fingers..? Now Does it affect me? haha Nah..not really. Cos these things dont matter really. in fact i was just looking forward to asking God for a gift. Something that material things cannot satisfy.
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ANYWAYS.
my most prized birthday present so far? its probably the Oakley Sunglasses that Tushan and gang bought me. okay name the gang (tushan, martin, junwen, joyce and peilian). haha. so clap clap.
i was so dumb i thought Oakley sunglasses were bullet proof. haha. zzz someone told me that when i was younger okay. i didnt think of it myself. haha.
Oh yes. I met them on the 10th. for our supposedly long awaited dinner date at Sushi tei since who knows when. haha then we went joyce's house to "play".
It was hilariously fun. Pictures next time.
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Well. It's been a really tough week. tougher weeks ahead i foresee. but i'm pressing in.
i guess i freaked out many people in my previous entries. haha Eh NO WORRIES. everything is OKAY. just sudden emo-ness.
So Now i'm left home alone with almost everyone going up for Church camp. BOO HOO. Boring.
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Time to rest.
Goodbye.
:)