There is a serious addiction.
I.L.O.V.E.
Soft Baked Dark Chocolate Brownie Cookies.
Simply LOVELY.
MUST TRY.
All thanks to Ying Hui's wonderful recommendation, i'm now hooked on it.
All thanks to Ying Hui's wonderful recommendation, i'm now hooked on it.
I think only cold storage sells it. And its $5.45 a pack! so it can only be my once in a while indulgence. BURGERS
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I hate Kbox.
Its either you go once a year or never ever. Such a waste of money really. i mean thats for me la. I guess people go there for the fellowship.
But It will be my last time for old time sake. :)
But It will be my last time for old time sake. :)
These people crack me up really.
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Rashes.
Rashes all over.
Rash Rash Rashes.
Little Red Dots of Rashes.
Little Red Dots of Rashes.
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Pls dont tell me its one of those snake bite symptoms again. I cant take another hospital stay.
We'll find out when I go for my review at the hospital on Saturday.
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Received a Gold medal for officially swallowing 426 Pills in total.
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U TURN.
Heading towards the wrong direction.
Mistake mistake mistake.
Its all about the choices we make.
History repeats itself.
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Pick me up.
Pick me up.
and U-turn. U turn.
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Just another day.
Most unexcited birthday ever.
heh
heh
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Johnny Depp.
Makes me melt :) :)
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Even when i fail you , I know you love me
I have no intentions of posting anything today but i'm so bored and i'm waiting for my mum come pick me up to go my grandma's place. so oh wells. For my own viewing pleasure....Here's saturday. yay. (: haha
My fellow graduands.
I met these people after cell for a "mini" gathering at Marina and now my wallet spells BROKE. haha. But i had fun.
I met these people after cell for a "mini" gathering at Marina and now my wallet spells BROKE. haha. But i had fun.
OH we went Kbox. (i sing for free almost every week and now i pay for it haha. hmm)
heh and I didnt know Kbox had like buffet dinner. maybe cos i havent been there since like errm Sec 3? and Its so Expensive! but i made my money worth by eating so much sashimi. Oh and i didnt sing. (only half of the last 2 songs haha) but i was so entertained listening to them sing. especially jason. he sang and sang and sang. english, chinese, cantonese, japanese.. yup you name it, he sang it. haha and i'm quite impressed. They all can really sing.
Guys. very tall guys. except for some who tip toe to meet the height limit.
Guys. very tall guys. except for some who tip toe to meet the height limit.
Never mind about what i was doing. haha
Anyways. some of us went to this place called the Minds cafe. Where you play like board games and stuff. and hmm.. i think i like that place. other than the fact that its at boat quay.. which is so far. heh. but its only $10. and you get food and drinks. Okay. quite reasonable i guess.
We played this silly game of grabbing some bones thing. and loser gets to do a forfeit. Poor peilian was made to climb a wall and jason had to bark across the room. The others, hop like a kangaroo from one end to the other. heh
We played this silly game of grabbing some bones thing. and loser gets to do a forfeit. Poor peilian was made to climb a wall and jason had to bark across the room. The others, hop like a kangaroo from one end to the other. heh
And ah. we have matthew. our genius of BIT teaching us a game. which we ended up not playing. haha
i want to go back to that Minds cafe again. nice place to hang out really. :) :)
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Detached.
Maybe i've been gone too long. but where have i been?
Hate that feeling. ugh.
hold me in your arms, never let me go, i wanna spend eternity with you
hold me in your arms, never let me go, i wanna spend eternity with you
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Oh JUL. pls date me.
Durian Party!
righttttt. haha
So the girls decided to pop by my place in the evening yesterday for some food and Durian-ing session.
They wanted to cook (like how we used to in the good old days), but with my bad foot i'd rather not. cos i'm afraid they'll burn down my kitchen. haha
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We think we're tough. so we buy durians in Whole.
Just to get the whole kick of opening it ourselves. (but actually the uncle already cracked opened the whole thing, which makes it pretty effortless for us!) haha.
So much so for the "Durian Opening Experience". :)
Jasmine the small eye cook in action.
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Okay. i have no idea what we were doing. so Nvm.
and i have my face facing the front and some tilted to the left this time okay.
LESS shots with only 45 DEGREES to the RIGHT. :)
Who says i've got only one pose. Huh.
Super Strong Aiping prying the Durian apart. and yes, the meat is that Big. :)
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I'm thinking, What's so scary about Durians that they would use in on Fear Factor? haha its a FRUIT. not some living thing or animal parts ma. haha. The smell isnt THAT bad right? (actually i hate the smell but i like the fruit heh)
Anyways. their presence made me happy despite the foot thing.
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We were so entertained looking at our old photos and reading a whole box full of past letters that we wrote to each other and those that others wrote to me (which most of them spoke bad about jasmine because during our time, she's the most ah lian one, that influenced us in the worst way. haha kidding).
Oh and its quite hilarious, cos the english is so horrible. To think that i despise those KEKEX, LOLX, WORX, LUB YA etc etc.. but i use them almost in every sentence in the past.
MY GOODNESS. what was i thinking. !!!
*faints in horror*
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OH! I learnt some new Durian tactics.
(okay i guess everyone knows it. but its new to me haha :))
To rinse off the taste in your mouth, mix some salt water onto one of those shells and drink it down.
and To wash off the smell on your fingers, run water down the spikes of the durian and wash your hands below it.
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Now, does it work?
NOPE.
haha but for that split second when we sniffed our fingers we thought it did! but the smell came back like in a minute. haha
i guess its all phychological la.
Maybe it helps a ti-ny bit.
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I prefer bitter Durian. Strange.
Graduated.
okay no big deal, cos its not like Uni or sth. haha but still, i endured 3 years! (For that piece of paper) :)
The gown is sooo over sized and horrible looking.
I never noticed how small i am till Tushan was telling me how tiny i looked on the hospital bed. and speaking of Tushan, He's such a bad photographer. ALL the pictures he took had a hugee space on top. haha. weird.
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My foot couldn't fit into any shoe/heel. but i managed to stuff my feet in. Just to walk on the stage for that 50metres. And it was so torturous. i was trying not to look awkward and Thank God i made it.
i guess everyone was praying hard that i dont fall! :)
They wont let me up with slippers unless i have my foot wrapped up to show the audience that i'm injured. so it wouldnt look so improper. u know, Like i have an excuse to be in slippers?
But i dont have a sprained ankle. so wrap for what. haha.
anyways. by the end of the day, my foot is BIG big big and blue blackish.
no pain, but awkwardly big.
Dont we all look like we're from Hogwarts.
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Oh burgers.
i miss being a student. and i miss school. Strange, cos i'm not really associated with TP or with the people. But oh wells, i still miss being "part" of it somehow.
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After graduation i hobbled my way to Tampines mall for lunch at Phins. Martin's mum came so she paid! oh my goodness, i'm so thankful cos it saved me $20. Yay.
So proud of myself cos i saved more money than usual (usually i dont save haha). but i could have earned more if i could work.
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ANYWAYS.
This big foot thing is making me so miserable.
It looks better now cos i havent walked the whole day.
But each time i walk, it gets bigger so i'm almost in bed the whole time. And it doesnt seem to be getting any better.
The pills are never ending. and i'm freaking out by how much i have to swallow each day.
19 days of MC. a luxury that not many can have. but i cant enjoy becos i cant go out and i cant earn enough money to pay my "bills". Saving my allowances will not be enough.
--look on the bright side. at least i have my sleeping patterns regulated finally.-- :)
Goodbye TONG LENG. haha.
OKAY. i got nth better to do at home. and i cant send you off tmr. SO HERE IT IS. haha. my work of art!!
I guess its not that arty huh. haha
anyways. a nicer picture of you below.
**IGNORE RUDY**haha
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Come back in one piece.
:)
Yay. i'm home from my not so enjoyable stay at CGH chalet AGAIN.
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Once again, no TV. haha.
Cos i paid for the lower class ward and for some strange reason the hospital was packed full.. so i got "upgraded" to a nicer ward with TV.
Then i asked for the remote, and they told me i cant watch TV because i didnt pay enough money. haha. How Hospitable.
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Plus. The wait is so terrible. i got to the hospital at 4.45pm and was only warded at 9pm? Horrible.
At least i finally got an automated bed that i can press up and down (unlike the previous one which i had to like wind it down manually) but it isnt that good as well cos you have friends who misuse it by pressing the up button till your bed almost reach the ceiling. haha.
(and they endanger your life by putting you on a wheelchair and taking you for a spin)
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why am i warded? i dont know. (its not the Crab for sure!!)
the foot just decided to blow up out of a sudden. And it was even bigger than before. haha
Doctors say probably cos i started walking so my leg started to get infected with all the weight and the blood is rushing down to that not so healthy foot.
Oh wells.
Thank God it didnt enter my blood stream. if not i'd be dead by now. haha.
Okay. examine my disgusting foot AGAIN. haha.
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the first one was taken at home before i went to work (yes i still went to work. if not i'll *rugi* my $7 per hour!!. heh but in the end still left half way). Right so before that my foot isnt so big yet. haha and somehow my left foot looks more normal compared to the right foot. its so skinny and boney looking. like i dont have enough nutrients or sth. haha.
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The 2nd picture was when i was at A&E. the swelling went all the way to my ankles and it was turning blue. BURGERS. haha good thing it wasnt that painful. if not i would have cried for 2 straight hours all over again.
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okay. i didnt cry, TILL the doctor said that i have to be on antibiotics drip this time and tt i have to go through another round of blood test and jabs. haha so i cried again. So loser i know.
So i waited all night in fear for someone to come stab me in the wrist. haha but in the morning, the chief doctor (or whoever he was) said NO DRIP yet. oh yay. buttt instead, i had to swallow 7 pills 4 times a day. so miserable. first few days i vomited out the pills, than they tried crushing the pills but it was SOOOOOO BITTER and SMELLY. so i had no choice but to try and swallow them. I Finally can and I'm so proud of myself. haha zzZ
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So now i can't really walk. if i do, it hurts and it gets tired very easily. so i'm in hospital no.2. and that is my room. haha
my mum seems pretty happy to play nurse. she keeps asking, you want bread? you want milo? aiii. all for the sake of pretending to be nurse. haha.
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oh oh. and thank you all for visiting.
the pretty flowers, cards and OGRE ears made me happy.
Archie comics kept me company.
plus that Big box of Honey stars, ice-cream, Sweets, cake, drinks, durian pancakes (ehem), soft baked brownie cookies (didnt know it was so nice), yan yan, endless supply of kinder bueno, and outrages amount of fruits made me FAT. haha.
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So. maybe being hospitalised isnt that bad after all! but i better dont say so much. sekali, admitted again.
and my MC is till errm 3 june? haha thats super super super long. but i'm going back to work. i need the money. UGH.
I have a dream.
I love CP.
CP wanton with vinegar.. mmmm makes my mouth water.
Overdose of CP honey glazed chicken wings today. But its so yummy i cannot resist.
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I love Crab.
Especially pepper crabs. and Man Tou dipped in Chilli crab sauce.
Had an overdose of Crab for the past few days. Burned a huge hole in my pocket plus came home with an itchy foot.
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Oh speaking of my foot.
Its okay already. It still hurts and itch once in a while, and i cant stand or walk on it for long cos it gets tired and my other leg go crampy.
AND, my last two toes are like immobilised. cannot bend fully. haha.
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And Yes yes. mother's day.
bought my mother a massage hammer the shape of an gold inglet for fun. $4.95. haha
and INVITED her to dinner at a ZHI CHA stall. haha $100++
okay. dad paid for it cos i have no money. butt. i'm intending to share half the cost! (in Installment)
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My work shift changed.
Now its from 12 - 9 pm daily.
But just when i'm about to scream yay,
I got sacked.
right. not really. but got"sacked" from my current job because the current campaign has ended and i think they realise just how useless is it to employ receptionist. haha
Friday will be my last day.
BUT.
i'm given a job next door.
this time i call people. like telemarketing. HEH
and its 9 - 6pm.
so YAY.
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Secondary school friends all in Redang.
Cannot go.
*spit*
haha.
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Hosanna
Disaster. But its okay. we learn.
The anointing dont come cheap.
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My best friend is a monster.
Her best friend is an un-indentified creature.
LOL.Hehex.ya LORx.
Right.
I hope i dont kill this song.
Can I? Can I? Can I?
Why am i so nervous this time.
Maybe its the skills that dont match up.
But More than the skills and talents. I want the anointing.
It is not me. Only Him.
Yay. My cravings were satisfied today even with a swelled up foot. :)
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Had Crab with tushan, martin and jun wen at Changi V beer garden.
errm. in the first place. am i even allowed to eat crab? haha i had it anyways. so YAY.
just that my foot is kinda like itching a little now and i'm not too sure if its the crab. but its okay. haha.
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So.. we had like 2 pepper crabs and they Die also dont let me eat one chili crab with man tou. tsk tsk. why?? i'm the one with the craving!! haha And later i managed to like fish out this really huge "kong" and dear martin said, "eh i wan leh. gimme."
hmm. I thought the Girl usually gets the better parts.
These people ah. haha.
i guess after so long..i'm not much of a girl to them huh haha. more like little brother. zzz
(its like, tushan lets out gas in front of me. heh. Tushan. the prim and proper one. and i get to be the privileged few. heh. thanks man)
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So yeah. we ate. and we walked to the beach area to play their usual game of Dai Dee and i was just being irritating, singing over and over again some weird tune with made up lyrics haha. maybe the "venom" really got into me? haha
But i manage to get special treatment. cos i refuse to step on any grass patches. i mean. to play safe la. what if i get bitten again! heh. so they offered to carry me if i'm required to cross any grass patch. haha but DUH of course no one carried me. haha but i had to limp here and there with my pork leg just to get to that pavilion. boo.
but i'll compliment my friends for walking slowly with me. haha and special compliments to Tushan for parking his car at different spots so i wouldnt have to walk so far each time? awww.... (i can praise him and say lots of things about him here cos he wouldnt read this) But its like the same car park. just different spots cos its better then having me walk over back and forth. haha thats nice :)
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Then we went for another round of prata and teh peng. the usual stuff. heh. and we spent like half and hour observing this ant and fly battle on the table. zzzzzz hahaha. Then tushan said, " wow, look at this ant pulling this huge *ass thing." and all we saw was a fly. then he said "okay, i mean from the ant's point of view" haha. okay doesnt sound that funny here. but there and then, it was so entertaining haha. Then we took out martin's specs and used it as a magnifying glass, and he said, "man, i cant see *shit." and Jun wen replied "ya the toilet is over there." hahahha. jiu wo. then another ant came and jun wen said," eh another recruit!....." haha. (spoken like a commando already)
aiyooo.. okay la. to me its super amusing. and its quite a common for them to engage in such weird conversation. haha
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but i'm glad i have entertaining friends. Made me forget all about my pork leg.
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I use to think i can live with just one or two best friends. But as you grow, you finally realise the importance of each one of them and that they all play a different role in your life.
And its nice knowing....
like today, i wanted to eat crab, and the next thing i know, the guys willingly (I HOPE, haha) came, picked me up and accompanied me for some crabbing session. And not forgetting zQs who also offered to bring me out for some crab as well but we found out tt there were no other kakis available and no car today. And even Dajie haha i just said randomly about wanting donuts from vivo when i was at the hospital and the next day, i got some donuts. :) and all who smsed me from then till now about my pork leg.
awww..
what else can i say.
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Anyways. yes i know. its like so early in the morning and what am i doing online right. HEH. i guess i slpt too much at the hospital. so my sleeping patterns arent regulated yet. boo. and i'm still pretty awake now. oh wells. :)
p.s: the ** means i didnt mean to type it here. i'm just quoting them. heh. oh burgers. haha sorry.
this is by far my most horrible experience ever.
I got admitted into the hospital because of what seems to be a "snake" bite. haha.
zzz okay. it wasnt all that funny at first okay. I thought it was a twig that stabbed my foot but i found two puncture marks and it was so painful, i cried for 2 straight hours.
yes i know.. i have very low pain tolerance. haha
But the pain was excruciating!!
Then my parents and dajie brought me to a 24 hour clinic but the doctor said must send to A&E. My goodness!! i was thinking, really got that bad meh. okay, then i was sent to CGH A&E. and it was like 12 midnight that kind. heh. and the wait was ridiculous!! seriously, people would have died already. The more i waited, the more stressed up i became, and the more painful the pain got.. So i cried even harder. haha Zzz
by then my foot was already turning reddish blue and the swelling was even bigger. How can i not be paranoid right? (haha i'm just trying to justify myself la)
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Right.. So i finally got to see a doctor and he gave me a jab to ease the pain and i was still crying. haha (in case you dont know, i have a phobia of doctors, needles and pills. i rmbed the last time i cried my lungs out was when i was taking my jab for mount ophir and OBS in sec 3. haha and i teared when i was taking some jab before i worked at BnJ. so loser really haha )
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Anways i think i made the doctor so stressed up, he panicked too. haha. Then they did an X-ray to check if the fangs or whatever it was, was still inside. but good thing there isnt.
So after that, he said that i have to be brought to the observation ward for 6 hours and see what happens but before that i had to take another jab to stop the "poison" from spreading! ZZZZZZZ
so the very "gentle" nurse gave me a jab. and she was like not not pain right? not pain right? oh yeah right. at the same time she was using the cotton wool and wiping the the area. NONO. more like SCRAPING the skin. haha.
Then they forced me to swallow this pain killer cos the jab didnt really work. oh my!! i swallowed, and it came back out. and i swallowed again. UGH. haha what is wrong with me really..haha
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Then they brought me to another doctor and this time he said, SHE HAS TO BE WARDED. haha YAY. actually i was quite happy then. cos i was never warded before haha so i happily waited for them to bring me up. and i was thinking, Yay i get to wear that pink pajamas. haha zz
I had insurance so we opted for the B1 ward. (you know 4 people stay that kind) but no space. haha so i got into an "A" ward without TV.
heh. so it wasnt much of a holiday anyways. boo
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as i was saying. Then another doctor came up and said, they havent taken your blood right? OH MY. TAKE MY BLOOD?? by then i nearly fainted. and my mum and dajie was happily laughing at me. heh.
I was feeling so miserable. haha
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Everyone went back to take my stuff and they came back with KONG BAK BAO and OTAH. haha my bed actually said, no food. and i was happily eating KONG BAK BAO. haha
seriously, it has never tasted so good...
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So by the time everything was settled, it was like what 5 am? and i couldn really slp cos my foot was so painful. The next day, the chief doctor came in and said, "oh my, is she in isolation?" ISOLATION? AIYO. then i realise that my ward was meant for those isolated patients that require special attention. so thats why no TV!! haha but i wasnt isolated la. just that got no space.
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okay. so i got warded like 2 days. i was so desperate to get out of the hospital. haha the smell and everything made me even sicker. haha felt like puking all the time. and the medicine they gave.. heh SO BIG. how to swallow. so i had to take the spoon and break it into small pieces then i can finally eat. the first few i took was so horrible. i tried to drink it down but it came back up, and i swallowed again, but it came back up again. then it was all like "melted" and bitter, and i got so paranoid, i started chewing the Pill and drank it down. UGH. but the bitter power was stuck in my teeth.
I never felt so miserable really haha. Why they dont give me syrup!!?
Check out the bite and my swelled up foot. Can you see the difference? so gross can. and this was taken yesterday and the swelling supposed to have gone down already. but its still big. Heh.
Actually, they're not sure if its a snake bite or a centipede bite la. it seems too big for a Bug but too small for a snake. But just today the doctor said that its a snake bite cos i have the symptoms of one. so yeah. final verdict. Snake bite. but what a small snake ah. heh oh wells.
BURGERS. i couldnt walk, so cannot go out to watch TV haha. so sad. anyways. i'm glad i'm home.
only joseph came to visit me although i told him not to. aww :) Poor Dajie didnt sleep the whole morning when i was admitted and he came the next day stayed with me till i fell asleep again. aww.. thats nice :) plus he bought Doughnuts from Vivo! yay that made me a happy snake victim. :) :) haha
anyways, i didnt really allow anyone to come cos it's just a swollen foot! not some terminal disease. haha actually i should have. cos i was so bored and i can only lie in bed. HEH
my arms still hurt from the jabs
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no more hospitals for me!!
Employed by a mama shop uncle to market his products.
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Anyways... i Met up with My old buddies on friday for supper at Hong Kong cafe.
It has been 4 LONG years. and Seriously, it was back to the good old days. :)
It has been 4 LONG years. and Seriously, it was back to the good old days. :)
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Alot of people actually ask, "dont you all feel weird meeting up again after so long?"
I mean i thought it would be but I guess nothing much has changed over the years? haha
we still react the same, we talk the same, we laugh the same; jasmine gasps for air and Aiping still tears, and likewise, we enjoy each other's company just as much.
Only now, Jasmine drives, Aiping puts eyeliner and has straight hair and i look less retarded. haha
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Trust me when i said i look retarded then. haha
Its like Lou han's forehead to the maximum can. jiu wo.
So. Do we look the same still?
Its funny cos the order of the picture is the same!
From left: Lav, Jas, AP.
haha. and we all have right side parting fringe .so we tilt the same way.
and look at that youthful smile then... AWW..we were only 13? or was it 14? :)
Then it was "army" days! haha
and we were the highly exalted few. zhey.
But I seriously cant imagine myself giving commands in that squeaky voice and how i even managed attain the rank of a staff sgt. HEH yes i know... dont rub it in. haha but i can shout with a Low Husky voice too okayyy...:P
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Oh wells. Back then I could do many push ups, run like no body's business and i was so skinny. OH BOO. haha
Finally i get to say... THOSE WERE THE DAYS.
and its also GONE WERE THOSE DAYS!
i'm 2o and inactive haha
we've all grown.
For me, i grew in size too.haha
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We ordered like almost $50 worth of food. AIYO. and in the end also cannot finish. haha.
mind you it was Supper not dinner.
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Anyways, its funny. i was so afraid we had nothing in common to talk about.. but i was wrong.
We practically talked about everything and anything under the Sun. We had so many updating to do etc. and we were reminiscing about our past....the fun we had, the things we did like begging people to treat us to MacDonald's, that we would play counter strike, hang out at Fun land (haha so loser really), cook lunch at my place, have Picnics at the beach and etc etc.
Really, somethings never change, but its nice knowing how much we have matured and grown over the years? haha
I had fun. and i cant wait for our next outing. This time, it should be accompanied with the rest of the gang. I havent seen any of them for the longest time ever. haha.
