Why O why?
My other grandpa (grandpa Lam) had a heart attack and was sent to the hospital yesterday.

Now i have two sick grandpas. Its so much strain emotionally and financially on our family really. My mum told me that each time she brings my grandpa (Grandpa Wong) for his Chemo, its about $1200++ cash. And all other medical fees already wiped out 1/2 my mum's medisave. Now, its going to be worst cuz my other grandpa (Grandpa Lam) is in the hospital. And my family is supposedly the most “well off” amongst the rest, just because we live in a bigger house. So the expectation is that we have to foot most of the bill. BUT, the reality is that we don’t have That much money! and Mum was saying that at the end of day, she would end up not having any medisave left for herself.
Oh Wells. Money isn’t everything. But with it, you can do just ABOUT anything.

I’m glad people are going up to Grandpa Wong’s place really soon to share the gospel with him. Why not my mum and I do it ourselves right? I mean yes, that’s because both my mum and I cant speak Chinese for nuts but sometimes the issue isn’t really about some language barrier but simply because we JUST DON’T KNOW HOW TO this time. I have shared the gospel with unknown people on the streets, to friends etc. But when it comes to family, everything else seems much harder.
Now I realize why some people find it so hard to give your parents a hug, or even say daddy mummy I love you, yet doing it all the time with friends. I Thank God that i'm brought up in a family where hugging and telling each other I love you is quite a norm.
Oh! I was surprised when grandpa wong actually allowed some of my mum’s friends to pray for him. I guess when you’re desperate for a cure anything goes. :)

Next week I’ll be in Myanmar!! I’m really excited and really really stressed. :) I don’t want to shortchange the people there with my lousy “preaching” skills and with no anointing!! Haha but I’m believing God for sth great and hopefully He’ll surprise me like how He always do. BUT OH How will I survive there!! The temperature is 40 degrees and I cant wear tank tops!!! + its their water festival. So i can expect to get wet? Haha JIU WO. And thinking about how many messages i have to prepare really scares me. :) :)

BUSY BUSY BUSY.