Tuesday, February 13, 2007 @2:19 AM
your gravity's makin' me dizzy
The whole zone is undergoing a major restructuring.
Change is good.
So hello Jasper, my new cell leader and goodbye Sabby who is such a great role model. hello Jul, my best friend turned new co-partner. Oh and hello Vincent.
Hopefully we find that we can complement each other’s weaknesses. It will be a total nightmare if Jul and I had a disagreement. It would be awful.
Yeah I cried about it.
It wasn’t so much of me being affected that I’m leaving for another cell. But it’s more of being disappointed if no one actually misses me while I’m gone or if it doesn’t really matter to them. Maybe if someone else goes over, the story would be different. Even those coming with me, it seems almost unwilling. Yes, the issue might not be me but it made me question my ability as a leader. I can’t even keep my flock safe. Maybe I’m just a background worker or maybe I just need assurance that I have impacted some people to say that they will stand by me. Oh wells, change is good. I’m not being emo. :)



It’s time clean up my room. The table is piled up with notes and my bed is not made for the past few weeks. Such an eyesore. And my mommy is complaining.
Tmr is the final and last tutorial EVER in TP. So I’ll be there for sentimental reason. Ha-ha. It’s a strange feeling.